Tuesday, 19 January 2010

  • I am worried that this current pregnancy that my wife has is going to claim her life. Last night is was so close and so bad. She's on bedrest right now but I dunno. She's so weak and she's normally so strong which is why I am worried.. I love her so much

Tuesday, 17 November 2009

  • Happy Birthday Katie

    Happy Birthday Katie

    So you've been part of the family for quite a while. You and me had our ups and downs but in the end you are like a little sister to me. Take that as you want to take it. I just wanted to let you know. And also since certain people in our lives do not have xanga or rather like the internet in varying levels I have many messages for you. But I have already told you mine. Happy Birthday, little sister. Also if Sye doesn't treat you right, you know I'll be rather happy to take care of it for you. Not like I don't already help but you get my drift. Happy Birthday.

     

    Hey, nice lady! guess what I made  a card and it looks pretty for you though I made it too late which makes me sad but Mommy said that I can give it to sissy Rita and she can send it to you so yea! Cheers! Well Happy Birthday nice lady! Maybe I can draw you something also because I forgot to give it to her in time! yea! wouldn't that be awesome! Happy Birthday! Think of wonderfulness and butterflies! ~Frye (look it's pretty!)

     

    "Hello, my dear sister. I came out of my room to tell you Hppy Birthday. I made you something and I hope you enjoy it and no,it won't bite. I hope you enjoy it. I know we haven't talked lately but I just wanted to let you know that I am still here. I am still here for you, though I may not seem like I am. Happy Birthday" ~X

    "Happy Birthday! We wish you the best and we send you many blessing and positive energy. We know that you have been stressed lately. Tonight we think of you and thank you for being a part of helping us stay together." ~Aishia and JaJa

    "Hey darling! Happy Birthday!!! You are an amazing person and I want to huggles you to death! I am sending you all the blessings in the world because you deserve it" ~ Asvinyl

    "I know I have one of these thingies but I could resist joining in! Happy Birthday! Let's do a dance! Oh yea! Dancing! teehee.. now where are the drinks?"- Vel and a certain special love of mine

    "Happy Birthday"- Sev, Hazraeth, Hazrael, Ishilyn, Raja

    "Another year, another grace of watching over you, you are more to me than you know. Happy Birthday!"~ (ask who wrote this)

    "We are your boys and we will watch out for you always. We love you! Happy Birthday!"

     

     

Sunday, 04 October 2009

Saturday, 03 October 2009

  • my life as I know feels lighter. Things have been going smoothly. My father came to visit me with his girlfriend. She's really nice. I think they're getting serious. My lovely wife was sleeping for most of the day. Everything just seems at peace. Also my brother is feeling better, I saw him briefly.

    The breeze feels so nice right now....

Tuesday, 29 September 2009

  • So when I was having a cup of tea with my brother this morning I kind of got thinking how things can lighten up your day in the smallest of ways....

    This time of year makes me think about my mother. Normally I get the whole factor of "O do you miss your mother because she's dead, you poor thing." My answer: no because I was raised by my father and my mother disregarded me when she was alive.

    I am just glad that certain members of this family that I am actually in constant contact with are holding up quite nicely.. some more than others but some is better than none. So I have made a promise to myself... no matter how many kids I end up having, let them know I am there. I know I am not the "mother figure" or "mother figure type" but that doesn't matter

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    • Location: United Kingdom
    • Birthday: 12/25/1982
    • Gender: Male
    • Member Since: 11/25/2005

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